6/27/9

i had a game today at 11:35am. it was pretty good; we won (y). on the negative side, kyle got hurt. i don't know whether it's broken, or just sprained. but either way, hopefully he makes a quick recovery. and for myself, i almost fainted. the gym was really hot and i played all 40 minutes of the game. throughout most of the game, i felt light-headed - i really thought i was going to faint. luckily, i didn't. anyway.. i'm gonna rest for now. i'll get ready for the party later. it better not be boring..
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- Kenneth Gorospe

moon walk on the way to heaven..

it's really shocking when you hear someone die - especially when this person was one of the biggest influences of all time. whether it was dancing or singing, he influenced the greatest dancers and music artists to this date. from ne-yo & justin timberlake - to the once popular backstreet boys & n'sync, he was an icon to almost everyone. without him influencing these great dancers/singers, we wouldn't be listening to all the top-charting songs right now.. nor having these great dance styles. we could all say that all the great music artists grew up on this person, such as: usher, chris brown, justin timberlake, and ne-yo. and without him influencing these people.. i as well, never would have been influenced by the artists above. i never would have learned these crazy dance moves without the influence of this person. from the infamous crouch grab, to the white glove - Michael Jackson was truly an inspiration. we will never forget the king of pop.
rest in peace michael (August 29, 1958 - June 25, 2009).
say hi to biggie for me..
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- Kenneth Gorospe

hopefully..

first of all, i'd like to say what a week this has been.

so yeah, i've come to realize that it's got to a point where there's so much in my head, that i have so much to think about. the things i think about .. leaves me confused, and i just don't know what to think anymore. these thoughts leave me with so many questions, with so little answers. and with all this cyber sh*t going on .. i can only take so little. but give me credit for all the things you've thrown at me. so what do i do? i just take it in. i keep my mouth shut because it could lead to a possible fight between us. but don't get me wrong, i would tell you. i know it wouldn't kill me to tell you, but i just can't keep up with the arguments. real talks, you and i both know we hate arguing with each other. and to be real, a few tears have dropped from my eyes in some of the arguments we've had. if you ended up tearing as well, i'm probably like the hundredth guy to make you tear up - but you're the only girl to make me shed a few tears. and if i was the reason for your previous tears, i failed to make you happy. or better yet .. keep you happy. and also, some of the things you post up leaves me worried. it makes me have no mood at all. it even makes me jealous at times. i'm not gonna lie, it really does. you think that i would retaliate, would you? well, i wouldn't. honestly, that's one of the lowest things a person could ever do. and see, if i were to do this .. it would guarantee lead up to another arugument. i wouldn't go that low just to get back at you. i would do nothing actually - cause i just take it in, remember? i wouldn't want you to feel jealous. that's why nowadays .. i try to shorten my conversations with other girls, so that you don't get a feeling of jealousy. what can i say, i choose to do that because i want you to feel like i'm all yours. and in relation to what you post - again, it leaves me worried. maybe there's no intention for it. otherwise, if it's intended for me .. i'm sorry. sorry if i'm not good enough for you. sure, i'm not the most sweetest guy in the world. i'm no shia labeouf or taylor lautner .. but hey, i am what i am. everyone is unique in their own way, no? maybe i'm not the best you've ever had. but honestly .. you're the best that i've ever had. if this left you worried, don't be. i just had to get this off my chest. this doesn't mean you have to sacrifice so many things for me. just keep doing you. i only want you to be happy. but don't get it twisted..

i'm not letting go.

i refuse to.

i'm so into you,

i can't go a single day without talking to you - whether it's a text or not.

i don't want anything or anyone to take you away from me.

i love you so much..

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- Kenneth Gorospe

show me the exit.

just find the sharpest blade you could get your hands on and drive it right through my heart..
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- Kenneth Gorospe

6/20/9

they say a picture is worth a thousand words. to describe this picture in one word, i would say real. maybe you would describe it as weird, funny, amusing, cute, or even "ugly." sure, you could say that. you can love it, you can hate it .. it doesn't matter to me. to me, it's us being us.

as a new day comes and as the months go by .. i love you more and more each day. you can describe the picture in a single word, a thousand words, a sentence, etc. but what you can't do is describe how much i love you ♥

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- Kenneth Gorospe

someone shoot me, please.

fuck my life - straight up.

(8) I GET MONEY !

don't mind the title. that song is currently playing that's why, haha.

so today .. during the afternoon, i've come to a realization. you could say that i learned something very important in my life. at times, my girlfriend can act really weird. it's actually pretty funny. i'm guessing to her, she thinks it's embarassing. but to me, i think it's you being real. and well .. that's all i want - for you to be yourself. don't ever change babe.
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- Kenneth Gorospe

THE NEXT CANADIAN IDOL?! WATCH OUT!

title says it all. today i decided that i was gonna audition for canadian idol (maybe). i have no idea what i'm going to sing yet. as well as i don't know when the auditions are, LOL. but enough about me. my girlfriend is going to be canada's next top model! she has great potential. i seeen your pictures babe .. ON DEM MODEL TIPSSSS. haha. but yeaaaah .. just wanted to point that out. i'm going to practise my vocals now and what not. and maybe take some pictures with my girlfriend's cardigan on. byebye.
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- Kenneth Gorospe

6/9/9

i really have no idea why i'm posting this? lol, kidding. i'm posting this cause i heard that someone has been checking my blog, seeing if anything has updated ;). well .. here it is. this enitre post is dedicated to YOU! first of all, you're welcome. even though you hurt me verbally and physically .. i still bought you ice cream. to be honest .. i thought the ice cream would look different. but that one looked GOOD! but yeaaah .. that was the first of many ice creams that i'll buy you (y). and don't worry .. i didn't want some (or did i ?!). looool. oh yeaah .. thanks for pointing out the mistakes on my essay! i thought it was good enough y'know. i thought it had no mistakes at all (cause on microsoft word, it showed no red or green squiggly line .. if y'know what i mean, lol). but it's okaaaay. as long as i'm finished it, i'm goood. no more stressing about it. but on the the reals yo .. i'm done.
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"PEACE BABE !"

- Kenneth Gorospe

ps - happy birthday breanne !

Seven Months ♥

Thursday, June 4th. today is my seven months with isabella ♥ i'm really, really happy that we've made it this far. throughout the problems we've encountered, we were able to get through them and makeup afterward. it could've ended right there .. but thank God, it didn't. truly, she's the best i ever had. i love you babe ♥
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PEACE BABE !

- Kenneth Gorospe

6/3/9

june 3rd. that's what i always saw on kean & lorelie's msn name. today marks the day of their 1 year anniversary of their relationship together. all i have to say is congratulations .. and if kean fucks up, i'm kicking his ass. lol, but yeah .. tmrw is june 4th; my 7 months with isabella ♥ .. and she also has to say my FULL name again. haha, i'm kidding (maybe !). anyways .. i'm out.
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i'm not gonna end it with "PEACE !" (:

- Kenneth Gorospe